10月雨花

今天就踏过10月了，10月的开始是大雨啊，所以我也有了写博客的心情。来日会有很多事等着我去体验，虽然很多事还想不通，还很耿耿于怀，可以说是放不下吧，把自己弄得很辛苦，很冷淡，变得不愉快。可是，有些事自己也明白了，人真的不经过失落不会觉醒,往后重要的是要怎么去治疗身心，把自己带回原点。

人人过中秋

我的中秋节就在工作还有压力中度过，其实如果上街去要去哪里呢，没什么兴趣，是否太平淡了？吃吃月饼享受一点中秋气氛吧。然后继续工作。如果这是后能够烧烤该多啊，然后逛逛晚街，很想和你再去吹吹风

『你是谁？』

对视着眼前的另一个你，发现你还是很孤寂，『你是谁？』

By the time you chasing after a no-answer question, you always cant realize you are hurting someone else who cares for you the most, you always ignore your best answer. Love is unfair, wrongful, and lost

当你为生活而繁忙你往往会迷失了自己 ，突然你会很想找回一段被冲洗掉的片段，寻觅那张被爆了光的照片。当你为了没办法挽回的记忆作补偿，你往往忽略了你该享有的新开始。当你为了不值得的人作出多余的强求，你往往受到的是创伤的毒药。时间流失，你责问着眼前那个愚蠢的自己，到底清醒了没

日记-随机播放

我说过，我要翻过 你的那一页，让新的一页翻到我的面前。原来没那么容易，因为是情人节让我认出，一切都结束了，不是在烟火燃亮天空的那一刻，而是第一通电话的那一刻。不是 你。新的一年，新的一个情人节，我的心并没有换新，还是为你而预备，你呢？我为了对自己坦白花了很长的时间哦，现在我会为了新的开始而努力，现实并没有太 坏，并没有那么孤单，至少我不会，我从来没有想到有些人会这么在乎关心我，就算我伤了他们的心，至少我佩服他们并没有因为我这个坏人而离开我，在我需要的 时候还会在。真的，走更远的路才会让你看清你之前的路有多远。

今年的烟火比某一年还要精彩，还要温暖，谢谢，爱我的人，谢谢，喜欢我的朋友。让我们一起旅行吧，爱是要活下去才会到来的哦！

我爱你 - 2009 (February 15 - 1:18 AM)

 

COFFEE DROPS

Dont know why one year already pasted by slowly like this, even nightmare attack sometimes, time drifted down through the coffee fin, the motion I could clearly see with my eyes. Waiting is always be the reason you feel the time. And that s all I hate in this life, I swear. Stupidly believe in romance makes a man godshake wrong and damaged. And now what I got ? silly losing more than getting

 

friends, lover, grandmom, ... many people died last year, I dont even remember how hurt it is, desired a hand to hold me tight that make me forget how to let go that hand, repeated sorrow makes me unable to feel pain anymore. waiting is what kills hope. Now things and people just gone, and gone, and silient, (funny huh), yep, so funny, so funny that I previously believed in fairy tale and human love and friendship. what a great thing to learn in this aldult life ! This heart just burn out of touch and incidentally look at the rain drop and feel watered, how pure it is, and freshly sexy on my skin. Sorry, my heart is too sensitive to welcome just one small good-bye,... dont touch my life if you are not going to stay long, and cant send a promise, it s fine, and would be ok to be away forever, cux if one more phone call just enough to ruin my soul.

 

Pls do not say that you love me for the end of our conversation. or missing or you re unsure, cux u are just somewhere around and not ready to stay with me, and so bad. I ll be happy and thankful when u promise to me the last thing u would be able to do for me, you will never intend to appear in front of me again

 

(January 11 -10:57 PM)

THE TROUBLESOME HUMAN HEART 

世上真的有所谓"奇妙" 的遇见,不是吗?突然你会遇见小时同学,而你们很高兴的谈起话来,或者,本来你讨厌的家伙,不知道为什么会变成你的恋人,又或者,你根本不认识的人跑来跟你说他想跟你做朋友.我觉得很多事蛮有趣的.因为某个原因你曾经拉紧某人的手,在他手心画出幸福,到了无法挽留的一刻,无奈的掌心有了距离,遇见,再见,可能是你想了好久也解释不了的"奇妙"吧.

天下没有不散的延席,爱上没有不散的延寂. 所以我们是凡人,更是人间的"烦人"嘛!(咳)

We are only human - that s why we are easily scared, and troublesome, we may mistakenly hold the wrong hand, the wrong arms, but our hearts would not mistake - for the one we really in...

How trouble and naughty our hearts are, play around and lost...

will them be able to find their way back ?

If love is an answer, will us be able to rephrase this question?

(December 07-9:36 PM)

LONG JOURNEY

I thought I would be able to run faster when I did it alone

but I didnt go far

When you held my hands, and told me that

we could walk together

I realise that it is now a further place that I can reach

with you

(June 10 - 1:57 PM )

还没离开

无论去了哪里，那种属于感也好像都不真实，所以一直想离开，想要一个人，却不可以个人，想要自己走可是都需要有人陪，路会一直这样吗。。。？

告诉我，我会找到一个属于我的天堂
请指引我，一个让我平静的国度

活着，寻找，挣扎，实在好累，让人忘了自我，忘了最初的梦想，身边的一切都那么重要吗？放了吧？

如果明天不到来，是否会有另一个空间容得下我的身躯

暂停。窒息。

天气反反复复就像你我的反复。偶尔我想试着消失，像空气般穿过你的视线，散去，你也不会记得，你也不会着急，不是吗？有时候一点关心也很值钱，一刹那的冷淡也足够杀死一颗心。可是你不懂，我的事，多的是你不知道的事。。。